October 18, 2016

C-Section Day... I mean, Ryker's Birth Day!!!

The morning of the C-Section, I was nervous and anxious because I wasn't sure how Ryker would do. I knew I was going to be awake for all of it... But I couldn't see anything with a screen in front of me. I laid there, waiting, holding my breath.... to find out if Ryker was a boy or a girl... waiting... to find out if baby would breathe. Finally, they said Ryker was out and he was a boy! So, so exciting! But I never heard Ryker cry. I never heard a sound... And all I could do was lay on the operating table... waiting.